Something on my mind

Well wasn't today just a day full of surprises!

I could probably think of 1000 things to not be thankful for right now... but that is not the point! Nor is it going to do me any good.

I got some rather unsettling news today. Something that I really shouldn't care about, but the fact of the matter is that I do care. The reason I care is because I still care about this person I got the news about and just the news, sucked for me anyways. Great news for this person. I don't know why I care either, this person seems to have forgotten about me so why shouldn't I do the same!? Oh well, thats life I guess.

Besides all of THAT, my day wasn't too terrible. I took the bus to school for the first time today and I didn't get lost, so that's a plus! My classes were alright.. However, in music class when we came back from break the teacher was playing creepy kindergarten kids singing. Sounded like something out of a horror flick! aha! THEN I turn around and theres this creepy little clown thing sitting behind me on the TV cart!! GAH!

I made a couple new friends that I have in some of my classes today.. so that's good too!

I'm currently making Heidi watch a "boy movie" with me right now to attempt to make me feel better about my day. We are watching GI Joe :)

Now, time to try and pick out some good and be thankful! Not sure this is going to be a super long list today but I'll be happy if I can come up with something!!

21. Boy Movies - I like to watch not girlie movies. They are full of action and adventure and not so much mushy gushy crap that would put me in a worse mood.. so I'm thankful for movies that blow stuff up and shoot things aha!

22. Marble Slab - I'm thankful for ice cream. Ice cream heals broken hearts sometimes and tonight it made me feel a little bit better

23. IMDB - this is a dumb one, but I like IMDB... it helps me figure out who actors are and what movies I've seen them in before when I just can't put my finger on it :P

In this kinda crappy mood that I'm in I think that's all I can be thankful for for right now...

I'm just praying that tomorrow goes better and I can keep my mind off of things!!! Only 2 more sleeps until I get to see my BFam :) something to look forward to and hopefully keep my days brighter!!!

If you're reading this, I would like to ask a favour of you. Could you just please pray for me - that I would be able to lay this situation at the foot of the cross and not worry about it, that I can just give it to God. Also please pray for my sister and my nephews. Thanks.